As the nucleus of an element determines outward direction and energy potential. Ones family or people that are familiar as role models exist as potential for insight of self as to the external posibilities of ones life. Limitations to the possibilities.
Sometimes I feel as though I limited some humans I have loved, felt shame in that process. Yet also have felt limited by humans both loved and those who appeared in my own journey of learning what love is.
The fear of attraction and attachment.
To know you have to love enough to let go.
Yet love is also sharing enough space and energy to maintain that obsure metaphysical thing. Something as a species we are still yet to define even after all this time on earth.
As a child with insight, we all see the limitations of our potential with what social dynamics we are born into. What we are destined to model as how to be.
As a child we also see our potential to manipulate surrounds for energy expansion, hence why there is parental discipline or limitaion imposed by ones governing body as a boundary to maintain the health of community.
Acceptance of family in whatever shape or form it exists as, the people you have no choice but to rely on when vulnerable.
As even fully grown adults can still be the child seeking potential through manipulation and sometimes we have to rely on those people.
As even those who refuse to accept another emotional dialogue than ones own, we have to maintain connections to.
Within our insane civilisation that caters more to people management than holistic evolution with the planet.
Redb 